Brittney Yang

First Place Winner
Instructor: Mr. Barile

  

How It Feels To Be A Pianist

There’s more than just the three to six minutes of playing,
Hands just simply walking across the black and white keys.
When staring at the miscellany notes on the page,
The page is never just a sheet of music to me,
But a piece of artwork that tells many stories.

Whether that one song plays
As a teary-eyed father strides,
Arms latched with his daughter’s,
Who is glowing in a brilliant white dress,
And staring at a man at the end of the aisle,
Waiting to recite her handwritten vows.
Through in-between breaths
As a child’s good night lullaby.
Or out of old speakers, barely audible,
As a young boy lies on the damp grass,
Filling his eyes with the dark cosmic sky.

A sudden sea change.
My touch softening as I crumple in towards the piano.
Careful, as if the keys were fragile,
With a whispering story escaping
At every kiss of my fingers.

How the song plays,
Whether as tears drip from her chin and onto her pillow,
While the melody enters her mind,
As she lays motionless.
Through the room filled with
Speechless friends holding crumpled tissues,
An aunt who can no longer write letters every month,
A younger brother and sister
Wondering where their heroic brother could be,
And a mother holding her baby,
Whether he be 5 years old or 30,
Repeating her words “I love you”
As she rocks back and forth,
Hoping he comes back.
Or fighting against the sound of pelting rain,
The sky becoming colored with gloomy clouds,
As she sits face to face with the window,
Slightly seeing her reflection in the glass,
And every raindrop stuck to it.

There’s no separate feeling
From the three to six minutes
Of how my body molds with the music,
How my fingers fall
From the whites to blacks to the whites again.
Or staring at the sheet music, pieces of artwork,
That tell many adventures.

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